Gandhian Philosophy
I know the path.
It is straight and narrow.
It is like the edge of a sword.
I rejoice to walk on it.
I weep when I slip.
God's word is: 'He who strives never perishes.'
I have implicit faith in that promise.
Though, therefore, from my weakness
I fail a thousand times,
I will not lose faith,
but hope that I shall see the Light
when the flesh has been brought
under perfect subjection,
as some day it must.84
My soul refuses to be satisfied
so long as
it is a helpless witness of a single wrong or a single misery.
But it is not possible for me,
a weak, frail, miserable being,
to mend every wrong or
to hold myself free of blame
for all the wrong I see.
The spirit in me pulls one way,
the flesh in me pulls in the opposite direction.
There is freedom from the action of these two forces,
but that freedom is attainable
only by slow and painful stages.
I cannot attain freedom
by a mechanical refusal to act,
but only by intelligent action
in a detached manner.
This struggle resolves itself
into an incessant crucifixion of the flesh
so that the spirit may become entirely free.85
Search for Truth
I am but a seeker after Truth.
I claim to have found a way to it.
I claim to be making a ceaseless effort to find it.
But I admit that I have not yet found it.
To find Truth completely
is to realize oneself and one's destiny,
i.e., to become perfect.
I am painfully conscious of my imperfections,
and therein lies all the strength I posses,
because it is a rare thing for a man to know his own limitations.
If I was a perfect man,
I own I should not feel the miseries of neighbors as I do.
As a perfect man
I should take note of them,
prescribe a remedy,
and compel adoption
by the force of unchangeable Truth in me.
But as yet I only see
as through a glass darkly
and, therefore,
have to carry conviction
by slow and laborious processes,
and then, too,
not always with success.
That being so,
I would be less than human if,
with all my knowledge of avoidable misery
pervading the land
and of the sight of mere skeletons
under the very shadow of the Lord of the Universe,
I did not feel with and for all the suffering
but dumb millions of India. 86
Trust in God
I am in the world
feeling my way to light
'amid the encircling gloom'.
I often err and miscalculate…
My trust is solely in God.
And I trust men only because I trust God.
If I had no God to rely upon,
I should be like Timon,
a hater of my species.87
I will not be a traitor to God to please the whole world.88
Whatever striking things I have done in life,
I have not done prompted by reason
but prompted by instinct,
I would say, God.89
I am a man of faith.
My reliance is solely on God.
One step is enough for me.
The next step
He will make clear to me
when the time for it comes.90
No Secrecy
I have no secret methods.
I know no diplomacy save that of truth.
I have no weapon but non-violence.
I may be unconsciously led astray for a while,
but not for all time.91
My life has been an open book.
I have no secrets
and I encourage no secrets.92
I am but a poor struggling soul
yearning to be wholly good-wholly truthful
and wholly non-violent in thought,
word and deed,
but ever failing to reach the ideal
which I know to be true.
I admit it is a painful climb,
but the pain of it is a positive pleasure for me.
Each step upward
makes me feel stronger and fit for the next.93
When I think of my littleness and my limitations
on the one hand
and of the expectations
raised about me on the other,
I become dazed for the moment,
but I come to myself
as soon as I realize
that these expectations are
a tribute not to me,
a curious mixture of Jekyll and Hyde,
but to the incarnation,
however imperfect
but comparatively great in me,
of the two priceless qualities of truth
and non-violence.
I must, therefore,
not shirk the responsibility of giving
what aid I can to fellow-seekers
after truth from the West.94
Guidance
I claim to have
no infallible guidance or inspiration.
So far as my experience goes,
the claim to infallibility
on the part of a human being
would be untenable,
seeing that inspiration too
can come only to one
who is free from the action of opposites,
and it will be difficult to judge
on a given occasion
whether the claim to freedom
from pairs of opposites
is justified.
The claim to infallibility
would thus
always be a most dangerous claim to make.
This, however,
does not leave us
without any guidance whatsoever.
The sum-total of the experience of the world is
available to us
and would be for all time to come.
Moreover,
there are not many fundamental truths,
but there is only one fundamental truth
which is Truth itself,
otherwise
known as Non-violence.
Finite human being
shall never know
in its fullness Truth and love
which is in itself infinite.
But we do know
enough for our guidance.
We shall err,
and sometimes grievously,
in our application.
But man is a self-governing being,
and self-government necessarily
includes the power
as much to commit errors as
to set them right
as often as
they are made.95
I deny being a visionary.
I do not accept the claim of saintliness.
I am of the earth, earthly . . .
I am prone to as many weakness as you are.
But I have seen the world.
I have lived in the world
with my eyes open.
I have gone through
the most fiery ordeals
that have fallen to the lot of man.
I have gone through this descipline.96
Self-sacrifice
I am asking my countrymen in India
to follow
no other gospel than the gospel of self-sacrifice
which precedes every battle.
Whether you belong to the school of violence or non-violence,
you will still have to go through
the fire of sacrifice and of discipline.97
I want to declare to the world,
although I have forfeited
the regard of many friends in the West
- and I must bow my head low;
but even for their friendship or love,
I must not suppress the voice of conscience,
- the promptings of my inner basic nature today.
There is something within me
impelling me to cry out my agony.
I have known humanity.
I have studied something of psychology.
Such a man knows exactly what it is.
I do not mind how you describe it.
That voice within tells me,
"You have to stand against the whole world
although you may have to stand alone.
You have to stare in the face the whole world
although the world may look at you
with blood-shot eyes.
Do not fear.
Trust the little voice
residing within your heart."
It says:
"Forsake friends, wife and all;
but testify to that for
which you have lived and
for which you have to die."98
No Defeatism
Defeat cannot dishearten me.
It can only chasten me....
I know that God will guide me.
Truth is superior to man's wisdom.99
I have never lost my optimism.
In seemingly
darkest hours hope
has burnt bright within me.
I cannot kill the hope myself.
I must say
I cannot give an ocular demonstration
to justify the hope.
But there is no defeat in me.100
I do not want to foresee the future.
I am concerned with taking care of the present.
God has given me
no control over the moment following…
Trust
It is true
that I have often been let down.
Many have deceived me
and many have been found wanting.
But I do not repent
of my association with them.
For I know
how to non-co-operate,
as I know
how to co-operate.
The most practical,
the most dignified way
of going on in the world
is to take people at their word,
when you have
no positive reason to the contrary.101
I believe in trusting.
Trust begets trust.
Suspicion is foetid and only stinks.
He who trusts
has never yet lost in the world.102
A breach of promise
shakes me to my root,
especially when I am
in any way
connected with the author of the breach.
And if it cost my life which,
after all,
at the age of seventy
has no insurance value,
I should most willingly give it
in order to secure due performance
of a sacred and solemn promise.103
To my knowledge,
throughout my public and private career,
I have never broken a promise.104
My Leadership
They say
I claim to understand human nature
as no one else does.
I believe I am certainly right,
but if I do not believe
in my rightness and my methods,
I would be unfit to be
at the helm of affairs.105
As for my leadership,
if I have it,
it has not come for any seeking,
it is a fruit of faithful service.
A man can
as little discard such leadership
as he can the color of his skin.
And since I have become
an integral part of the nation,
it has to keep me
with all my faults and shortcomings,
of some of
which I am painfully conscious
and of many others of
which candid critics,
thanks be to them,
never fail to remind me.106
It is a bad carpenter
who quarrels with his tools.
It is a bad general
who blames his men
for faulty workmanship.
I know I am not a bad general.
I have wisdom enough to know my limitations.
God will give me strength enough
to declare my bankruptcy
if such is to be my lot.
He will perhaps take me away
when I am no longer wanted for the work
which I have been permitted to do
for nearly half a century.
But I do entertain the hope
that there is yet work for me to do,
that the darkness
that seems to have enveloped me will disappear,
and that, whether with another battle
more brilliant than the Dandi March
or without,
India will come to her own demonstrably
through non-violent means.
I am praying for the light
that will dispel the darkness.
Let those
who have a living faith in non-violence
join me in the prayer.107
My work
I am content with the doing
of the task in front of me.
I do not worry about
the why and wherefore of things…
Reason helps us to see
that we should not dabble in things
we cannot fathom.108
My work will be finished
if I succeed
in carrying conviction to the human family,
that every man or woman,
however weak in body,
is the guardian of his or her
self-respect and liberty.
This defense avails,
though the whole world
may be against the individual resister.109
It will be time
enough to pronounce a verdict
upon my work
after my eyes are closed
and this tabernacle is consigned
to the flames.110
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